Professor used to say "you don't want to be happy, T. You want to graduate. Being happy is no point if you do not graduate."
I did not know that professor affected me that immensely.
I had a flash memory about time when I was in happy talking term with that !@#$% team lead.
I recognized that I indeed would not want to be happy. I wanted to be successful, to be great.
Happiness and harmony is no point if I do not achieve my objective.
I am not your follower who has to obey your order and also not your junior who by no mean is allow to be smarter than you.