Past

Sometimes, I still think about him.

I still wonder if he really treasured and is regretting losing me.

We have never talked face to face since then. I think he made some efforts to seal the gap but I simply brushed off since he never really told me his real purpose of the conversation.

At a point of time, I wanted to patch up the thing. A moment later, I simply felt so lazy to bring the topic up. So he disappeared in my life like that.

But saying I don't regret losing a friend is a lie. I was just too angry to talk to him again. He never really showed effort to patch up too.

At a point of time, I wonder if he considered me friend, his special friend. This "special" is just another whatever friend he has, isn't it?

Did you really treasure me?

Are you still treasuring me?

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tình cờ nghe lại nhạc tân dòng sông ly biệt. tìm xem lại Hà Thư Hoàn, vẫn vừa giận vừa yêu con người này.

yêu Hà Thư Hoàn của Cổ Cự Cơ, ánh mắt đó, mỉm cười đó không ai thay thế được.

vẫn giận vì anh cũng như Trương Vô Kỵ, không quyết đoán. anh không biết được mình yêu ai. đây là mẫu người tôi ghét nhất.

yah, there is relation to the above writing. or you know who you loves, just you didn't want to hurt me, no?

yah, once you are not the main female character, you are nothing. Even though you are daughter of Quách Tĩnh and Hoàng Dung, you are nothing. Just like you are not Ran to Shin'ichi, not Bella to Edward.