Dream

Click wrongly to a clip on youtube.

The girl in the clip cried and said that she broke up with her boyfriend. She tried to call him but he didn't want to pick up. When she used her friend's phone to call him, he picked up but hung up after hearing her voice. She said she just wanted to ask him what she had done wrongly that made him treat her in this manner.

How pathetic. My advice always is go ahead crying and continue living. You has lost your boyfriend so you cannot lose yourself.

This clip reminds me of a nightmare I had long ago. In the dream, I called him and he picked up. But he didn't say anything and immediately hung up. The same thing happened every time I tried to call back. After that, I met him and asked why he did that to me. He replied that he wanted me to understand clearly that he was in his usual place, he brought his phone with him, he knew me calling, but he didn't want to talk to me.

How pathetic is this? I woke up almost shaking. I still don't know how my brain could produce such cruel technique to torture a person. I really don't know how I will be if one day he does the same thing to me.

I guess I will want to cry but cannot find my tear. Recently, I have not been able to cry.